Recently things have been quite confusing for me, a good friend became a
frenemy for some reason and I can't stop pretending that things are alright when it's not for me. I keep acting like things
are alright between us when everyone else knew she was using me for her own benefit and I talk smack behind her back (lol I
ain't good
too yknow).
But well, dumb-dumb me didn't
realise it till she finally crosses the line.
I mean, it's
okay if you want to use some of my
stuff but please don't take it for granted? I mean my clothes are quite meaningful to me -- it might be
cheaper for you who knows -- and I don't have many in my closet unlike Y-O-U so please, respect me and my belongings. Shit, I don't
wanna start.
But
DON'T YOUR MOTHER TAUGHT YOU MANNERS?
On a side note, I don't know why I find it hard to be true to my own feelings. I'm a mess. I've always been a difficult person with the emotions of a whirlwind. I at times can't comprehend my own personality. So what can I do for me?
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