Dragonfly

He was extra cheery today, he swings his two hands gracefully back and forth and skips a bit. That smile never leaves from his mouth. That beautiful, beautiful smile.

I looked at him, my heart flowers.
'Man, isn't he the most gorgeous creature on Earth'

We walked side by side from our last class to the cafe. No one bothered us, no one cared. We were in our own world together. We always have.

Then he ran 5 steps in front of me trying to catch the dragonfly on the grass, he looked back at me, closed his eye and collapsed in the middle of daffodils.

And that was the last time I ever saw him that happy.

Today!

Shah Alam; Laman Seni :)

Assalamualaikum

Hello, life have been quit rough these days.

Matriculation programme was a bad idea but i must admit I'm still alive and breathing so that do mean something right...? Fine, matrics was crazy boring and it is literally a sad, sad place but the peoples are lovely and kind. I do not look forward to going back but it kinda occupies me from my depressing thoughts.

& I'm still struggling with moving on. God. When will life give me a break and just let me be happy being on my own? I got so done with crying, i cant cry anymore. Worse, I cant fall in love. It was really hard giving love another chance. So hard.

But I have my best friends. Alhamdulillah ya Allah, for such a beautiful gift. They were always there for me, to advice, to listen and to make me happy.

See, life is like that, if you got shitty friends, you look back and you see how amazing your family is. And vice versa. You can't have ALL. Ada je yang tak cukup. But still, ada reason to be grateful kan?

Be wise naddy.

😊

2014

hi!

dah lama tak jenguk. aku sihat, seperti biasa. so buat spm, aku dh bantai kau. ha 8a1b1c kau.haha tapi dah la, tkde siapa kisah pasal spm dah. watlek.

it's almost May now. and i guess Ill be entering university in any day now. life's great. i meet an amazing guy, made me happy & sick all the time. but hey it ain't love if it doesn't hurt your ass.

just updating. 

ciou bells!

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oh ya, aku ada pergi UTP. still tk tau if nak ke tak bende alah tu.