Mungkin patut aku bocor sedikit rahsia

life is great; alhamdulillah

time heals; syukur 

tapi....

30 hari lagi; Ya Allah.............

unsolved mystery

Still wondering. Do I matter?

Memo

Tiada kata, seindah kata yang mampu aku katakan yang bahawasanya bahawasanya aku sangat penat. 


Papers left; 5. End on; 11 Sept I can't wait.

Patience

 diri ni tak pernah ada sifat sabar. Semua nak skrg, semua nak cpt.

Tak pernah nak tggu. Mana tahu aku buang masa ke? Ha sape tahu.

Tapi diri ni pun bodoh. Tak pernah nak bagi hint kat org.

Memang ah semua lembab tak pernah nak faham aku. Aku keep on expecting org akan faham situasi aku dan beri apa aku nak.

Tapi aku salah.

Heck.

Aku sentiasa salah.

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Cant decide between semua tu, tapi Swatch tu dalam hati.

What keeps me going

Kawan sejati aku.

Thanks, selalu support aku tau. Dah tak tahu mana nak gantung diri ni kalau tak kat korang.

Dan mungkin bila esok?

Penat lah, dalam otak macam meracau sebab mid term nk dekat, tapi still suka ponteng kelas, still suka layan youtube non stop, still suka skip skip time belajar.
Bila nak datang kesedaran ni?

6 Mei woi, sampai bila nak kena outshined by the nerds? Smpai bila nak jd outcast?

Entahlah.

Mungkin esok? Kalau ada lagi.

Ps*

What keeps me going ;

The Start Of My Rant

Well, first thing first, sorry for the ugly template, can't find any simple template so I just choose whichever I'm interested at. Poor taste right? Whatever.
Let's just start by saying I'm a seventeen years old girl that still use her fifteen years old brain. 2013 sucks because i have SPM & i must say, I'm very busy with the curricular activities. So freaking worried that i have no time to revise all the shits i have to.

God, & about love? Yeah i have a boyfriend. But he has to stay at a boarding school smwhere not-so-far(thank God for that) & he's very different, he's someone i've never expected to be with so things are like very new to me. And yes i do love him eventhough we don't really know each other well(not yet).

Best friends? I have 7 of them & yes they are my world my strength my laughing pills. Tho it's hard at first to bond well but we manage to get it thru & things r getting so much better by time. God idk how I'm gonna be if theyre not around cse i swear i cld be lost without them. Haha.

Last but not least, i just got my UP1 results and my maths, english & chemistry's results r quite unsatisfying cse i know i cn do better than that. So now it's time to get serious, as soon as today ends, I'm gonna start being serious. Now lets enjoy a view of my result's slip.

Ps* my physics is not 70, it's 80. They mis-keyed it.
Sorry my grammar sucks.